"quickest girl in the frying pan"

My eyes change colors...

I am endlessly fascinated by the moments when one is about to fall asleep and their reality begins to fade away. it is halfway between a fantasy and a dream, a dream in which you can move your body if you try hard enough, in which you can lose control and gain control over and over again.

I have recurring dreams in which i am exploring an old house that is filled with treasures (old books, letters, clothing ... fragments of a life that has long been forgotten), they are neverending and in them i am the happiest that i can possibly be.

I am fascinated with the ocean and with water - its darkness and power, the way it sounds and the way it feels to be immersed. I feel the tides, I feel at once pulled in and pushed away.

Watching sharks have sex really turns me on, it is their ability to be simultaneously rough and tender at the same time.

I want to live every day intensely and beautifully and I want to surround myself with people who want to do the same, with people who can go from laughing so hard that tears stream down their faces one second to talking about philosophy and the meaning of life the next second, and think nothing of it (or maybe the two can exist in the same instance). I want to breathe life in and experience everything all at once. I want to fall in love like they do in the movies, in slow motion with swelling music and brilliant cinematography.

having sex and learning about sex, making art and learning about art, trying to find beauty wherever I can, practicing magic, seeking out divine food, trying to find other people like me (people who think), learning the ins and outs of emotions, passion, pleasure, desire, and the mind.

listening, writing, kissing, art, remembering song lyrics, helping people, love, finding things

1.my haircolor 2. my tits 3. my smile

books: borges, murakami, neil gaiman, auberge of the flowering hearth, perennial philosophy, the thesaurus, girly poetry like sylvia plath, anne sexton and emily dickenson, the dune series by frank herbert, margaret atwood, alice in wonderland, old medical books, old children's books, pretentious art books with amazing titles like the philosophical disenfranchisement of art, graham hancock .... more and more, these are highlights

movies: david lynch, a zed and two naughts, pan's labyrinth, science of sleep, the princess bride, moulin rouge, the princess and the warrior, nightmare before xmas, the neverending story, bladerunner, dark city, the adventures of baron munchausen, time bandits, wings of desire, st. elmo's fire, return to oz, WALL-E

music: a hawk and a hacksaw, panda bear, magnetic fields, tunng, tortoise, fairground attraction, arcade fire, beirut, men at work, chameleons, leonard cohen, joy division, the cure, kate bush, neko case, songs that I can sing along with and almost all 70's and early 80's pop and new wave music.

foods: cheese, wine, really good bread

good lighting, things that smell good, laughter, passion, intelligent people, the feeling of someone else's skin touching mine

karma, expression, emotions, the people that I love, touching, color, gods and goddesses, laughter, magic, wind, music that makes me tingle, the way it feels to write with a really good pen, kinky sex, the meaning of love, really good food, attainable happiness, unattainable happiness, thunderstorms, drowning, linguistics, the intersections between pleasure and pain (physically as well as emotionally), philosophy, sunlight, vintage lingerie, chemistry (between people - not the periodic table), fairytales, dreams, activating art that feels dead to me, empathy and how to deal with it.

off on an adventure and/or pleasure-seeking in some way.

after having deliciously rough sex with someone, they asked me if I had ever slapped myself while I was masturbating ... and I said yes.

you are honestly and consciously brilliant ... if you hesitate on this question, you probably aren't ... and not being elitist here just trying to save yours and my time.

ideally, you will have that look in your eyes that calls to me and says I want to take a bite out of you, to ravage you (mentally and physically) and you enjoy spending time with a girl who is made out of stars and magic.

and if this resonates in any way with you:

"HE fumbles at your spirit As players at the keys Before they drop full music on; He stuns you by degrees,

Prepares your brittle substance For the ethereal blow, By fainter hammers, further heard, Then nearer, then so slow

Your breath has time to straighten, Your brain to bubble cool,— Deals one imperial thunderbolt That scalps your naked soul. "